Saturday, April 14, 2012

MTV inspriation?

Yes, you read the title correctly. I was recently watching a show that was hosted by the MTV network. Nope, it is not the old MTV with just music videos. The current, teenage t.v. drama that airs every season. It is about a girl that blogs daily about her musings and we, the audience gets to see how her thoughts play out. It seems odd and boring or just uninteresting, but just hear out my thoughts. I will continue with the synopsis of the said show...

It starts with the social outcast acknowledging she, in fact, is the social outcast of not just her school, but her community. She ends up receiving a nasty letter telling her she should disappear because she is that much of a nobody. What the villain did not anticipate was taking the advice that followed after such a nasty statement. The letter told her if she disappeared no one would notice and that she should follow the list given to her in the letter. Now, the main character is taking charge of her life and blogging about it. But it sorts out her thoughts and she explains why she hates high school but not herself (necessarily). Again, I know it is a stupid teen drama but it made me think of something that has inspired me a bit.

In one episode, she figured out that a popular guy liked her because she decided to be herself and act least act like she didn't care (even though through all her musings, she very much did). It made me think about a lot of things. My ramblings don't ever really make sense...at least not to anyone else. But I am pretty sure that I don't care anymore.

I want to write blogs just to sort out my thoughts and figure out life. It has been super confusing recently and I know how I want to approach it. However, I feel it is far too complicated to try and explain what is going through my mind at the moment. Although that does contradict my goal. All I am going to divulge for now is that there is a big chance that you will see a new blog post everyday this week.

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