Different Sources of Inspiration

I promise today is not a teen drama on mTV inspiration day. I woke up to the Sunday coming through my window and it made me happy. I do love rain. It reminds me of Oregon. However, while I was driving to a meeting today, I noticed that everything was turning green and flowers (and weeds) are starting to bloom. I was excited! Spring is around the corner. Now, this raises the question...is the snow gone for good? Probably not but I can hope right?

So, while driving I turned off the music and just watched my surroundings. I felt as though Spring is one of those renewal seasons. Everything is new and fresh. I feel as though that is where my life is going. I am going into the end of term, I have a job, I have many plans for life and many goals that I have set within the last few days.

I have had issues with how I look for a while. I recently put on a bit more weight than I would like and have decided, with the recent shift in weather, I may start to go running. I am lucky that my iPod has a mile tracker! I just updated all my music and plan to start an exercise program. In fact tomorrow I will start tracking everything on my blog too! I have a pretty big goal in mind, but I don't want to say anything about it yet...some of you may guess it relatively quickly but for those who don't I will let you in on the secret tomorrow, if all goes well.

I will keep things simple for now and just say that this is the first goal I am working on. Until tomorrow, I bid you all a good night!

MTV inspriation?

Yes, you read the title correctly. I was recently watching a show that was hosted by the MTV network. Nope, it is not the old MTV with just music videos. The current, teenage t.v. drama that airs every season. It is about a girl that blogs daily about her musings and we, the audience gets to see how her thoughts play out. It seems odd and boring or just uninteresting, but just hear out my thoughts. I will continue with the synopsis of the said show...

It starts with the social outcast acknowledging she, in fact, is the social outcast of not just her school, but her community. She ends up receiving a nasty letter telling her she should disappear because she is that much of a nobody. What the villain did not anticipate was taking the advice that followed after such a nasty statement. The letter told her if she disappeared no one would notice and that she should follow the list given to her in the letter. Now, the main character is taking charge of her life and blogging about it. But it sorts out her thoughts and she explains why she hates high school but not herself (necessarily). Again, I know it is a stupid teen drama but it made me think of something that has inspired me a bit.

In one episode, she figured out that a popular guy liked her because she decided to be herself and act least act like she didn't care (even though through all her musings, she very much did). It made me think about a lot of things. My ramblings don't ever really make sense...at least not to anyone else. But I am pretty sure that I don't care anymore.

I want to write blogs just to sort out my thoughts and figure out life. It has been super confusing recently and I know how I want to approach it. However, I feel it is far too complicated to try and explain what is going through my mind at the moment. Although that does contradict my goal. All I am going to divulge for now is that there is a big chance that you will see a new blog post everyday this week.

Things Are Looking Up?

I know that Friday's blog was kind of depressing. I think things are going to get better though. I have been working on my resume and caught a huge mistake on it! Hopefully, this will help me set things right by getting a job! I know that there are a few grocery stores hiring and (hopefully) with my previous experience in a grocery store I can find a steady job. Jamie says BlueHost is hiring for part-time positions too! I will be speaking with her tomorrow! I am actually rather excited to start working again. No I am not giving up Springville yet. I am trying to sort through some of thoughts about Springville which I will address in a different blog.

I am so close to getting my room in order and potentially having the storage area in the house close to being free of my stuff (well, most of my stuff). I get some distractions, such as homework (okay so it is not a distraction) and the prospect of a new job but other than that I feel I am just plugging away.

I hope to have my Summer schedule and Fall schedule planned out soon too! I plan on posting a lot in the next few days! I feel okay at the moment.