A Change in Behavior

Some days I have no clue what is going on. My roommate is back to the person we all know and love. She is not mad anymore. It can be exhausting sometimes to attempt to figure out people's behavior.

I promise some pictures coming this way soon. I have a few art projects and before and after pictures of my room clean and (hopefully) decorated. Yep, short entry tonight.

Caught in the Middle

Wow, a lot has happened since the last post. Basically, some roommates are a little annoyed with each other. Time for some tough love, truth telling and stubbornness to resolve all of this. Bring on the tension. I know what I am going to do and say, it is just a matter of getting through to people. *sigh* My life is a bit exhausting at the moment (and it doesn't help that I have not recently slept well at night either). Some nights I end up crying because of the situation. Ineed to act quick.

P.S. I have not made a decision about drum corp yet.

Frustration followed by confusion

First of all, stop being such a hypocrite. You tell me you get frustarted because of something I said and then you say it right back to me AND got mad because I called you on it. That is not cool. Second, I know you are mad at me and when I decide to sit down with you to talk about it, you blow me off. I want to fix this. I know you are mad at me. I can see it. Anytime, I decide to open my mouth you roll your eyes, scowl at me, and then make snappy remarks (or ignore me). If you have a problem with me then tell me so that we can resolve this together. Is that too much to ask for? Before all this happened you would be so excited to invite me on walks with you, you wanted to always talk to me and invite me to events. Now, I feel like you feel obligated to do anything with me...almost like it is a burden. I don't even know what I did wrong.

*sigh* I am frustrated. I am having problems with a roommate who just so happens to be as stubborn as I am. I think she hold grudges longer than I do though and I don't know why.

I am also VERY confused. I so want to do drum corp this year and have the potential of receiving a scholarship from UVU and BYU because of drum corp, but Mom is pressuring me to get a job this summer because Mom and Dad will not be able to support me if I don't. It's a scholarship. I am confused. My heart is telling me to march, but my Mom is telling me to work.

Somedays, I hate having to make difficult decisions.

Reading Day??? Yeah Right...

Tomorrow is supposed to be our reading day (study day before finals). Except that tomorrow I will be awake bright and early to start my day. I will be at school for at least half the day studying in the library and rehearsing my movement final for Monday. By the way, I have two movement finals on Monday one right after the other and my psychology final is immediately afterwards. I think a nap will be in order that day. Or maybe I will go to bed early. Whichever comes first.Then I have one final a day Tuesday to Thursday while I attempt to start Spring term at BYU (which starts Tuesday). I think I may die just a little.

Glorious Sun and I am Stuck with Finals...

Oh man the weather is amazing here. Funny part is that we got about four inches of snow last week and now we are having cloudless skies and warm weather (warm enough to wear shorts and flip-flops)! The unfortunate part about all of it is the stinkin' week of studying and next week is supposed to rain. Ugh...several finals (six to be exact) in only a few days. I have some papers to finish and hopefully I can enjoy tomorrows sun!!!

I found a sun to do a performance to next semester for one of my capstone dance classes!! I am thinking of doing Love Story (Taylor Swift) meets Viva la Vida (Coldplay) by Jon Schmidt. I will attempt to upload a video of it cause it is so amazing. Beautiful triplet harmonics with perfect rhythmic beats for pas de duex partnering and coupe leaps! I hope to start putting the process together for everyone soon!!! I will record as much as possible! It really is beautiful!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0v3d6SFcDys (youtube link-only if the link below doesn't work!



Enjoy!

March Madness...

This blog has nothing to do with basketball by any means. This is more of how insane March is and is going to be. It is only March 8th and I have had little sleep these last few days. This week is not going to get any easier. I am busy everyday of the week with school and studying as well as some dance rehearals on Wednesday and Friday and the last of my midterms on Tuesday evening. Here we go...bring it on...

I Did Go On A Walk...

Until just recently, Utah has had amazing weather. On Sunday, my roommate Victoria and I went for a nice two hour walk along the Provo river. We have been hitting to 60's for a while! Just recently though we are in the 40's and overcast. I did go for a walk a while ago.